Time

Sometimes, I have to remind myself that I am still young. I have to tell myself that I am not actually over the hill and still have plenty of fight left in me. Lately, I've gotten lost in everything that has happened in the past year. I've been completely abused, in terms of my trust and the scars are most definitely starting to show. I'm so mean to people. It takes a lot for me to just ease up and let people get near me, whereas before, I was untrusting, but only secretly. I am stand offish and basically a complete bitch.

I need to remember that I am actually capable of doing whatever the fuck I want and that every single person around me isn't going to go out of their way to stop that. I need to remember that the person that was so full of confidence is still around somewhere (seriously, where?!?) and that I am going to prove everyone wrong. I've allowed myself to be put on the peg of failure for too long, and it is high time I started to move past the bad shit, and look forward to the future I have been promising myself for years; No more dwelling.

I deserve to be happy. I've made it this far, I may as well go the distance. It's time to set the world on fire.

=)